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Painting Hiccups - ME
What is it like not to feel your fingertips?
Baby when everthing falls apart
freeze frame, bring out the paint brushes
Lets act mechanical, you cover the walls while I the windows
The spot where you and I left, cover.
Lets dust these memories away
But Im getting weary,
its gotten much too vast,
a canvas I havent noticed before,
to file behind the forgotten shelves
I wish I could tell you to go
But all I want is you,
I may mouth diffrently but my eyes betray me
Every step without you becomes more pronounced
Every step without you is just not the same
No I dont feel like going home alone tonite
Lets make up and live tommorrow.
x
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[28 Nov 2007|01:15pm] |
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Did we miss the previews? - ME
Fade the glimmer
Dim the stage lights
The show ended half past twelve
Discard your stubs
Vacate your seats
Kindly head for the doors
No Hollywood ending to this tale
Tear down all the posters of you and I
Dismantle the spot where we stood
Sanitize our hands and our lips
Replace our hearts and souls
Burn our clothes
Finish your cigarette
Hurry! The bus is not waiting this time
And I am not turning around to bid farewell
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[30 Apr 2007|11:40pm] |
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Becoming the Archetype |
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Im not even that intrested in a girfriend right now. Im just looking for peeps that stick with you through thick and thin. And thats hard as fuck to find for some reason. So next time you jock me for ditching your asses for a girl just remember you did the same to me when you had the chance, fuckers. I win.
x
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[19 Apr 2007|08:10pm] |
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HOPESFALL |
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Im sorry for the lack of updates. I've been focusing on other things that may seem or not seem lackluster to you. Im getting my chest done in about 2 weeks, so Im to say in the least psyched. Other then that Im still chugging along. Oh yeah who ever picks me is a winner, no joke.
x
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[03 Apr 2007|07:52pm] |
so i decided to start dating asian girls. haha werd.
x
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[23 Mar 2007|05:57pm] |
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Stars are Falling |
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To all,
hello and goodbye.
Reedemer.
Actions jusified.
Breaking these chains,
that have held so long.
Turn it all back around,
no longer will I stand still,
I make a pledge to you,
from on now I will be the one crossing the lines.
You wont be there to stop me.
Brick by brick,
block by block.
No hesitation until the last body drops.
x
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[20 Mar 2007|10:41pm] |
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From Autumn to Ashes |
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Does anyone even read this anymore?
x
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[18 Mar 2007|11:04pm] |
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The Damascus Intervention |
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Anthem of the Strong = ME
Your eyes are cast upon me with disdain
satisfaction unguaranteed
Pedestal so high that even the strong have a hard time reaching
your words reign down from this mountain top
spears down my throat
but I've since grown stronger
Taking everything you saw a weakness
and made it into my own iron wall
No longer do I look up to you
now you are just another barrier i overtook
conquered
finished
x
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[11 Mar 2007|05:41pm] |
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Friday Night Aftermath = ME
Working up these moments
to tell you what I think about you
touch dial
a remote possibility
yet it feels longer then just last night
a dream with my eyes closed?
pending suspension
I dont know whether to fall back down to earth
and move on
a pedestal that I could only fathom to touch
x
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[08 Mar 2007|08:32pm] |
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Call me liar
the bringer of you down
Living these moments
through thick and thin
passages lost
Have you forgotten what it was like?
I cant seem to remember
Just a whole lot of plain colors on the canvas
jumping from one branch to the next
one legged marathon race
finish line always in sight
dangling carrots
rotten crowds
If only once,
I could feel the warm embraces of a welcoming committee
x
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[04 Mar 2007|10:44am] |
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Hanging up the coat = ME
Be yourself.
But if you wear masks,
do it often,
enough to forget.
Useless string,
not enough to weave your way back
anymore, any less.
This is what its like,
to lose everything you belive in,
everthing but your thoughts.
x
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[25 Feb 2007|01:28pm] |
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Staring Down With The Trigger Cocked - ME
You ask for forgiveness
When you know you can never get any
Pushing dirt
Face first
How does it feel to look at the bottom of the barrel?
Was it exactly how you imagined it?
It sure looks pretty from this angle
Hellchild
Your matter fits the décor quite nicely
We will let God sort out the rest of the pieces
x
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[11 Feb 2007|05:28am] |
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untitled=ME
maybe if there were no dreams
then there would be nothing to hope for
and without that crutch
I wouldnt be let down so often
x
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[06 Feb 2007|12:07am] |
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In Response to Saint Valentine = ME
if a key could be made
for every word that could be said
would they be enough
to unlock the very shell that you hide behind
holding whats close to our hearts
perhaps maybe you can trust me to be close to yours?
the beating of your chest
is whats still allowing me to breathe
still keeping me grounded
if only you could be mine this one time
surely this substance wont last forever
surely I wont be around forever
x
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[03 Feb 2007|12:07am] |
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Daily Planner Reflection = ME
Pushed up against this wall
holding nothing close anymore
cut ribbons
spilled ink
is this what its like to fall?
the pages never looked blanker
life in overexposure
photo display in an empty booth
watching that second hand tick by
on that unseemingly unchanging face
all manners of plesantries ebbed
leaving nothing behind but shadows
bleak and distraught
disastorous to any given whim
my heart beats forever in remorse
x
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[29 Jan 2007|12:59am] |
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i'm either too asian. or too white. which is it that turns girls off?
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[21 Jan 2007|02:31am] |
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its like a dream. unattainable. i dont even know why i bother to wake up anymore. i do all this and i still fall flat on my face. unwanted solidarity. is it really worth it? im never the one you are seeking for. backshelf supply. tagg and bag. written off to the morgue. only to scatter the ashes on umarked resting places. wasting time, wasting away. thats all im good for. im never gonna rise up. these binds are too tight in all the right places. to close my eyes forever never looked so good right now.
x
will i ever feel at home with anyone, anywhere?
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[20 Jan 2007|01:51am] |
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Blood Has Been Shed |
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In Passe = ME
You where the name on my lips
whisphered softly and dear
Never shouted I swear
more like toiled in fear
Snuck behind these walls
so close and bare
Skylite revived
admist the despair
I hold it not true
because I know
you are just a pass
to a random midnite fair
x
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[14 Jan 2007|02:50am] |
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Grade School Friends Never Last = ME
You departed
pulled ejection
desertion
your empty words
are what you stand for
Fuck you and apologies
Actions speak louder then words
conflict, resolution
seven years down the drain
Im not turning back from this
There will be no future in forgivness
no head nod of acknoledgement
from now on we go our seperate ways
I have your back no more.
x
Some friendships are meant to expire. Its unfortunate ours dragged on for so long.
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[13 Jan 2007|03:50am] |
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The Handshake Murders |
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Insert Pin Here... (Dead Butterfly) = ME
The smile in your eyes bring me way down
Picture frame perfect
until I smash your face into the very pavement
that line between my feet
Wheres your hero now?
Your own personal martyr?
I'd sooner swallow a bullet
then see you live another day
Worthless
Eat your heart out bitch.
x
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